Where do I begin?
I loved him so much, I know its funny. Everytime I think about Him.. Us.. How things used to be.. Thats what I always say.. Its been so long I’m not even sure if it was true.. If our Love was even real, Or if I’m just trying to convince myself that it was.
I’d wake up some mornings and I would just lay there..wondering, Was I dreaming? *sigh*, I don’t know..I may never know..I’m lost and I’m sad…No one knows my pain. Not even pain, Its misery.I’m miserable and no one knows. No one. Except for God of course..I put on a facade for the outside world. I’m always smiling, laughing, always cracking jokes. But at the end of the day, when the lights are out, When everyone is sound asleep.. I cry. I would cry and pray. Eyes filled with tears..The only thing that would come out my mouth is… “I Love Him So Much.”
I don’t want you to know, so I try to be strong.
I don’t want you to think that without you, I can’t go on.
But that’s how it is, and that’s how it will be,
because, Baby, I love you, I need you, I miss you,
and without you, there’s just No Me.
I miss you, I wish you could see
although you are here, I miss you and me.
I remember when you said how happy I made you
and you really meant it..now, it’s just a phrase
you say without thinking.
I miss those days when you’d call just to say “hi”
or “I love you“…the days it was so hard
just to say good-bye for a while.
I remember how wonderful it felt the first time
you held me in your arms-and how after all those
months you still made my heart melt.
I miss the old you- and the old me
The old us that could just sit and talk for hours
and never run out of things to say.
I remember when time simply stood still-
when in each other’s arms is the only place
we wanted to be…Forever.
I miss us as I remember how it used to be…
when nothing else matter but You and Me.
I Miss You RT <3
When you find yourself in pain and old feelings and possibly limiting beliefs are coming to the surface in your life, here are some suggestions to help you to heal:
1. Commit to healing and to love.
2. Acknowledge your pain—don’t try to stuff it down and pretend that it doesn’t exist.
3. Look at things in your life the way they really are. Be careful of the “stories” you tell yourself about the situations that happen to you. Don’t create “stories” about the situations that make them worse than they really are.
4. Feel what you are feeling in your body—locate where you are feeling the pain and breathe through it.
5. Talk to someone who cares about you.
6. Allow the feelings to move out of your body. Give yourself permission to heal.
7. Don’t distance and shut yourself off from your loved ones. Allow them to love you and allow yourself to love them back. Even though it might be difficult, think of these situations as opportunities to move into a greater, more empowered you. It is possible to create closer, more connected relationships during these times and we urge you to have that as your intention.
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